Today Jarrod put down his dog, Molly. He loved her so much. I don’t think I’ve ever heard him sound so choked up before. I wish I could comfort him better, because I can only imagine how he is feeling right now.

So this has been a really rough semester, what with school and pretty much having three jobs (Chili’s, Interning at Dr. Wells’ office, and selling Avon). It’s been very hard to keep up with losing weight, and instead of dropping pounds I seem to be picking them up. I need to learn how to motivate myself with eating right and exercising like I motivate myself to keep on exceeding at school and work. I actually had a great bit of motivation last night when one of my friends asked were my sister was because he thinks she’s hot. It made me feel like such a failure that I can’t lose weight and she can. She is hot and I should be happy for her, not jealous. I just can’t seem to help it. I guess thats motivating enough for now.  

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